AS OFTEN AS IT TAKES. AS OFTEN AS I PLEASE. AS OFTEN AS MY MIND IS CLUTTERED AND MY HEART IS HEAVY.
I DO IT JUST TO VENT, TO SHAKE THIS MORBID JOKE GOD HAS PLAYED ON US, UNTIL THE COWS COME HOME, AS MUCH AS I LIKE.....THIS IS MY WORLD AND IT'S HERE FOR MY ANGER.
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO READ IT....BUT I HAVE TO LIVE IT.
SHE IS ONLY 51
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i love you mommy remember i am always here for you i know this has been hard for you however i also know that it was more than worth it for you. always remember that you did what she asked of you and more than she could have ever wanted or needed. you gave her love, comfort, and safety. she is now helping you, watching over you guiding you, she is your care giver now, she is the ``the big sister now`` she has your daddy at her side and together they will help you through this and many other struggles throughout your life. she now has everything that even life could not offer her. remember i am here for you when you need to talk love you mommy.
I just finished reading most of your blog. I lived this story...I lived this story. Oh, how I lived this story. My baby sister was 48 when she died on January 20 of this year. Thank you for sharing. I am not alone.
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