Disorientation Hallucinations with End Stage Liver Desease

Brenda has stopped eating food. A different kind of energy is needed now. A spiritual energy, not a physical one, will sustain her from here on.

She is sleeping most of the time now with her eyes open. She can be awakened from this sleep, but there is literally one foot in each world now.

She is confused, there is aimlessness to all physical activity, and focus is changing from this world to the next, she is losing her grounding to earth.

Words seem to be a connection with the physical life that is being left behind. Words have lost their importance; touch and wordlessness have taken on more meaning.

Brenda is making the transition to the other side as comfortable as can be expected. More so than I ever imagined possible.

I have been given the most awesome gift a person has to give. Brenda handed her dieing to me, her trust, and her love to care for to the end. She knows I'll be there insuring her last wishes are full filled.

To my surprise she asked for a pen and paper last week. She wrote "I Can Only Imagine" Mercy Me.

Today I downloaded that song and few more by that group. When I heard the song the flood gate of tears burst forth from me. I know this song is ministering her.

She can no longer be left unattended with her confusion. She fell today and I had only left the room for just a second. I will make a cot in there tonight and sleep along side of her to protect her from herself.

Thank you for your comments....it helps me